mY Lilly's

mY Lilly's

4 Mac 2013

Husnuzon itu Bersangka baik...


Salam,
1/3/13...satu tarikh dimana aku belajar satu lesson yang paling membekas dalam hati aku dan InsyaAllah akan aku pahat pengajaran ini sampai hujung nyawa...

Aku manusia biasa yang penuh dengan impian dan cita-cita. Dari mimpi sekecil zarah hingga sebesar tahap ingin mengelilingi dunia~
Alhamdulillah...selama ni tiap kali aku nakkan sesuatu aku akan usaha dan Allah bantu aku untuk mengapainya...mcm dua gejet kat atas ni...satu aku impi sejak aku sekolah rendah lagi...dalam lingkungan usia 10-12 tahun...dan satu lagi aku ingin atas niat supaya dapat memudahkan urusan aku kat UIA ni~

Saban hari aku sentiasa yakin dengan satu quote yang bunyinya lebih kurang camni...
"Allah akan dahulukan perkara yang kita perlukan daripada perkara yang kita mahukan"
Oleh itu, bersangka baik lah sentiasa dengan aturan kehidupan yang Allah dah tetapkan untuk kita...DIA sentiasa tahu yang terbaik untuk kita.
Apa-apa yang kita hilang hari ni bukan bermakna kita akan kehilangannya untuk selamanya...
Samada DIA nak bagi yang lebih baik atau memang apa yang kita inginkan itu mungkin memudaratkan kita di masa hadapan...
Atau pun mungkin diri kita sendiri memang tak bersedia untuk memiliki apa yang diinginkan itu...husnuzon lebih baik kan~

Pabila usia aku menginjak ke 22an ni...aku semakin memahami apa itu kehidupan secara syumul...jelas didada ini tujuan aku terpilih menjadi khalifah Allah dimuka bumi ni...Aku syukuri segala nikmat yang DIA berikan...sebelum ni aku buta hati...aku tak nampak dengan jelas. Oleh disebabkan itu aku selalu ber'su'uzon' yang aku sentiasa sendirian...tapi sekarang tak! Aku sentiasa yakin yang aku sentiasa dikelilingi orang yang sayangkan aku ikhlas kerana Allah..dan aku pun cuba untuk sayangkan orang disekeliling aku ikhlas juga kerana Allah...
Khamsamnida...for loving me PEOPLE~~!

Setakat ni semua impian aku yang kecil-kecil aku rasa aku dah dapat...Alhamdulillah...
Dan sekarang ni aku tengah berusaha untuk menggapai apa yang aku impikan untuk diri aku untuk persediaan masa hadapan...dan aku bersangka baik yang Allah akan kabulkan impian itu kalau aku sentiasa berada di'siratul mustakim'...

P/S: makes ALLAH as our priority number ONE...then his Beloved Messenger our Prophet Ahmad...never forget our both parents and people who sincerely loving yourself...and then you could love yourself first before meets ajnabi that willing to love you just the way your parent could do so and ultimately...before you meet those people..just always Husnuzon to HIS's plan~~
                     
                                                                                                                           -OnE-

8 Jun 2012

Monster?~!


It's been a while since we've met

Your face looks good

You got prettier, you were always beautiful in my eyes
But today you look a bit different

You look especially a bit cold
Your eyes that look at me are filled with pity
In front of you, I seem smaller

I tried to be fine, trying to change the subject

Though I had so much I wanted to ask you
You cut me off right away
Your long hair flowing
As it hit my cheek and passed away
You turn away and left right away
If I try to catch you here, would that be too ridiculous?

Nothing comes to my mind

As you tremble, you take a step, two steps back
You say that I scare you now
You're like a moon that makes me go crazy

I love you baby I'm not a monster

You know how I was in the past
When time passes, it'll all disappear
Then you will know baby
I need you baby I'm not a monster
You know me so don't leave like this
If even you throw me away, I will die
I'm not a monster

No matter what happens, let's be forever

When we're sad, when we're happy, let's go till the end
You don't say that tomorrow
Let's love like today is the last

A life without you is like an imprisonment for life

An extinction from the world to the point where I'd go crazy
Your existence is a chronic disease, a repitition of pain
You're a lingering attachment in my heart

The people of the world have turned their backs against me

The corners of their eyes are all twisted up
The greatest pain to me, 
Is the fact that you became the same as them

I love you baby I'm not a monster

You know how I was in the past
When time passes, it'll all disappear
Then you will know baby
I need you baby I'm not a monster
You know me so don't leave like this
If even you throw me away, I will die
I'm not a monster

Don't go, don't go, don't go, don't leave me

Don't do it, don't do it, don't do it, it's not like you
Getting farther away, love is breaking apart

Don't find me, don't find me, don't find me, don't look for me

The last, last, last image of me in front of you – remember that
Don't forget me

I love you baby I'm not a monster

You know how I was in the past
When time passes, it'll all disappear
Then you will know baby
I need you baby I'm not a monster
You know me so don't leave like this
If even you throw me away, I will die
I'm not a monster

I think I'm sick I think I'm sick

I think I'm sick I think I'm sick


 --BIG BANG--
--ALIVE SPECIAL EDITION--

p/s: this song at the first i know the eng sub make my heart races badly...
just imagine once the one who you love the most does not trust you anymore...
if i've to face that situation i don't how to react..ermm
Life is unpredictable right...
we don't know who will accept ourselves in worst condition...
coz, we always being tamed with too much people during happening time...
but, i do still believe that there are always people will accept me no matter what happen...
Thanks for them..here i am...
I Love you people~!

"I am not a Monster!!!"
--OnE--

5 Jun 2012

-The One-

                                                             




                                           "The One That Got Away"


Summer after high school when we first met
We made out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th Birthday
We got matching tattoos

Used to steal your parents' liquor
And climb to the roof
Talk about our future
Like we had a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you
I put those records on (Whoa)

Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the Blues
It's time to face the music
I'm no longer your muse

But in another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

All this money can't buy me a time machine 
Can't replace you with a million rings 
I should've told you what you meant to me 
'Cause now I pay the price

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

p/s: This song to put simply i love it too much...
especially the chorus part...
why?
just love it and hope to sing it for my future hus***d...hehehe
the chorus only!!!

-a word from me-
love can be abandoned...
but we could never for avoid the fate that Allah create for us...
His will always be the best for His slave...
so, we should keep accepting it sincerely..
insyaAllah... the best always made for the best too..
 -ONE-

31 Mac 2012

wHy tHEm??? "[BIGBANG]"

Mulanya tak minat pun group ni...
mulanya bila kenal 'dia' kat Family Outing (my pebret reality show from korea)...
my Daesungie~~~!!





Hilarious sgt... as start know him as Dumb n Dumber...
n finally decide to know more about his other group members...
 Then... start falling fo him...
my teddy Taeyan~~!!
kenapa???
1. sore dy mmg sedap...
2. muke ensem +cute= susah jumpe...kekeke
3. performance dy daebak!!

Mulanya suke mereka berdua jek... tapi...
bila tengok group perform baru perasaan dyorang nie mmg group y sgt TERBAIK!!!


 nie muka dyorg mase mula2 debut... xcute langsung! hahahaha
meh skodeng old fashion of BIG BANG!

tapi...ni dulu...sekarang diorang berubah sangat...
tapi appearence bukan ukuran utk menilai group ni....
music+vocal+attitude = make them perfect as a group...

WORLD CHANGE SO DO THEM!!!








In person each have their own identity..
the seem different person who gather n makes perfect combination...

G-Dragon
(Leader)
sangat talented...composing to many many song... 
and have good voice.. doing rap also one of main vocalist...


T.O.P
(Main Rapper)
mula2 sangat tak suke dia...
lame2 fallin juga...
acting too..n his act no doubt..really good..
mybe i will love him more if he keep acting...huhuhu

Taeyang
(Main Vocalist)

erm... pakej lengkap kalau dia nak wat solo...
but still love just the way he is.. hihihihi
and love him more if he keep stay with Big bAng!

Daesung
(Main Vocalist)

2011 mungkin tahun yang agak mencabar utk dia...
dan sejak incident tu susah betol nak tgok dy senyum...
tapi...bila dia comeback...nothing change..he still daesung i know since family Outing..
dia adalah one of korean artist y buktikan...
rupa bukan perkara utama untuk jadi artis n terkenal...
y penting... BAKAT!!!



suka sangat bila nampak dia gelak sokmo!!!! 
Hwaiting Daesung!!!

Seungri
(Main Vocalist n Choreographist)

mula2 tak suke dia ni...myb sbab attitude dia kot...
p lama2... dia sebenarnya oke aje...xlar terok mane pon...
mungkin mmg perangai dia kan... but still
kagum dgn dy bila on stage!
all out sangat!
 mmg dy ni ensem...
tapi... lagi ensem Taeyang n TOP...
sorry Seungri~~~
huhuhu


Lepas je album Big Bang Alive nie kuar...
i decided to love them as a group...
most talented group ever born...huhuhu
over2 plak!!!

banyak lagu diorang yang aku layan hari2...
1. Tell Me Good Bye
2. Haru Haru
3. Lies
4. Love Song
5. Tonight
6. Last Farewell
7. Wedding Dress (Taeyang Solo)
8. Look me Gwisoo (Daesung Solo)
9. High High (GD n TOP)
10. Blue
11. Bad Boy
12. Fantastic Baby
n banyak lagi.... heheheh



 *p/s: no matter what their do...i will keep support their music..
WHY???
coz... their music is cute as them!!!!

-ONE-

11 Mac 2012

Dreams Comes True...insyaAllah...

Jika ALLAH tidak memberimu seseorang yang kamu impikan, 
semoga Dia menghadirkan seseseorang yang MENGIMPIKANMU..

Bila ALLAH tidak memberimu seseorang yang kamu rindukan,
semoga Dia menghadirkan seseorang yang MERINDUKANMU..

Bila ALLAH tidak memberimu seseorang yang kamu dambakan, 
semoga Dia memberimu seseorang yang MENDAMBAKANMU..

Bila ALLAH tidak menyatukanmu dengan seseorang yang kamu cintai, 
semoga Dia menghadirkan seseorang yang MENCINTAIMU..

Yang bukan HANYA kerana apa yang ada PADAMU tetapi apa adanya DIRIMU..semoga ALLAH memberikan kita yang TERBAIK dengan segala keindahan hati & KETAQWAANNYA, insyaAllah…♥♥

2 Feb 2012

Rilakuma Fever!!!!!

                               Lately ni aku jatuh cinta lagi.... huhuhuhu kali ni ngn dia--------->
Nama dia Rilakkuma...
even xpernah tgok pon kartun ni...
aku just suka bear2yer y sgt cummmel....











kiut sangat kan?
next month mybe akan purchase one of their product!!!
huhuhuhuhu
InsyaAllah....

18 Jan 2012

Patah seribu [=__=]


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Ku tetap ingat semua pesanmu
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Aku terus menunggu tibanya kata cintamu

oh.. patah seribu hatiku
Bila mengenangkan segala yang kita bina bersama
Haruskah ku lupa kerna engkau telah pergi

Biar pergimu tanpa relamu
Namun hatiku tetap rasa
Kejamnya kau meninggalkanku dengan nota-nota
Cinta buat kita berdua bila kan ku bisa menerima ketiadaanmu
Kan ku bakar semua hapuskan semua kenangan

Patah seribu hatiku
Bila mengenangkan segala yang kita bina bersama
Haruskah ku lupa kerna engkau telah pergi

Sayangku mohon padamu
Segera tinggalkanku
Pergilah kau ke tempat yang kau tuju
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