mY Lilly's

mY Lilly's

8 Jun 2012

Monster?~!


It's been a while since we've met

Your face looks good

You got prettier, you were always beautiful in my eyes
But today you look a bit different

You look especially a bit cold
Your eyes that look at me are filled with pity
In front of you, I seem smaller

I tried to be fine, trying to change the subject

Though I had so much I wanted to ask you
You cut me off right away
Your long hair flowing
As it hit my cheek and passed away
You turn away and left right away
If I try to catch you here, would that be too ridiculous?

Nothing comes to my mind

As you tremble, you take a step, two steps back
You say that I scare you now
You're like a moon that makes me go crazy

I love you baby I'm not a monster

You know how I was in the past
When time passes, it'll all disappear
Then you will know baby
I need you baby I'm not a monster
You know me so don't leave like this
If even you throw me away, I will die
I'm not a monster

No matter what happens, let's be forever

When we're sad, when we're happy, let's go till the end
You don't say that tomorrow
Let's love like today is the last

A life without you is like an imprisonment for life

An extinction from the world to the point where I'd go crazy
Your existence is a chronic disease, a repitition of pain
You're a lingering attachment in my heart

The people of the world have turned their backs against me

The corners of their eyes are all twisted up
The greatest pain to me, 
Is the fact that you became the same as them

I love you baby I'm not a monster

You know how I was in the past
When time passes, it'll all disappear
Then you will know baby
I need you baby I'm not a monster
You know me so don't leave like this
If even you throw me away, I will die
I'm not a monster

Don't go, don't go, don't go, don't leave me

Don't do it, don't do it, don't do it, it's not like you
Getting farther away, love is breaking apart

Don't find me, don't find me, don't find me, don't look for me

The last, last, last image of me in front of you – remember that
Don't forget me

I love you baby I'm not a monster

You know how I was in the past
When time passes, it'll all disappear
Then you will know baby
I need you baby I'm not a monster
You know me so don't leave like this
If even you throw me away, I will die
I'm not a monster

I think I'm sick I think I'm sick

I think I'm sick I think I'm sick


 --BIG BANG--
--ALIVE SPECIAL EDITION--

p/s: this song at the first i know the eng sub make my heart races badly...
just imagine once the one who you love the most does not trust you anymore...
if i've to face that situation i don't how to react..ermm
Life is unpredictable right...
we don't know who will accept ourselves in worst condition...
coz, we always being tamed with too much people during happening time...
but, i do still believe that there are always people will accept me no matter what happen...
Thanks for them..here i am...
I Love you people~!

"I am not a Monster!!!"
--OnE--

5 Jun 2012

-The One-

                                                             




                                           "The One That Got Away"


Summer after high school when we first met
We made out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th Birthday
We got matching tattoos

Used to steal your parents' liquor
And climb to the roof
Talk about our future
Like we had a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you
I put those records on (Whoa)

Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the Blues
It's time to face the music
I'm no longer your muse

But in another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

All this money can't buy me a time machine 
Can't replace you with a million rings 
I should've told you what you meant to me 
'Cause now I pay the price

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

p/s: This song to put simply i love it too much...
especially the chorus part...
why?
just love it and hope to sing it for my future hus***d...hehehe
the chorus only!!!

-a word from me-
love can be abandoned...
but we could never for avoid the fate that Allah create for us...
His will always be the best for His slave...
so, we should keep accepting it sincerely..
insyaAllah... the best always made for the best too..
 -ONE-