Monster?~!

It's been a while since we've met

Your face looks good

You got prettier, you were always beautiful in my eyes

But today you look a bit different

You look especially a bit cold

Your eyes that look at me are filled with pity

In front of you, I seem smaller

I tried to be fine, trying to change the subject

Though I had so much I wanted to ask you

You cut me off right away

Your long hair flowing

As it hit my cheek and passed away

You turn away and left right away

If I try to catch you here, would that be too ridiculous?

Nothing comes to my mind

As you tremble, you take a step, two steps back

You say that I scare you now

You're like a moon that makes me go crazy

I love you baby I'm not a monster

You know how I was in the past

When time passes, it'll all disappear

Then you will know baby

I need you baby I'm not a monster

You know me so don't leave like this

If even you throw me away, I will die

I'm not a monster

No matter what happens, let's be forever

When we're sad, when we're happy, let's go till the end

You don't say that tomorrow

Let's love like today is the last

A life without you is like an imprisonment for life

An extinction from the world to the point where I'd go crazy

Your existence is a chronic disease, a repitition of pain

You're a lingering attachment in my heart

The people of the world have turned their backs against me

The corners of their eyes are all twisted up

The greatest pain to me, 

Is the fact that you became the same as them

I love you baby I'm not a monster

You know how I was in the past

When time passes, it'll all disappear

Then you will know baby

I need you baby I'm not a monster

You know me so don't leave like this

If even you throw me away, I will die

I'm not a monster

Don't go, don't go, don't go, don't leave me

Don't do it, don't do it, don't do it, it's not like you

Getting farther away, love is breaking apart

Don't find me, don't find me, don't find me, don't look for me

The last, last, last image of me in front of you – remember that

Don't forget me

I love you baby I'm not a monster

You know how I was in the past

When time passes, it'll all disappear

Then you will know baby

I need you baby I'm not a monster

You know me so don't leave like this

If even you throw me away, I will die

I'm not a monster

I think I'm sick I think I'm sick

I think I'm sick I think I'm sick

 --BIG BANG--

--ALIVE SPECIAL EDITION--

p/s: this song at the first i know the eng sub make my heart races badly...

just imagine once the one who you love the most does not trust you anymore...

if i've to face that situation i don't how to react..ermm

Life is unpredictable right...

we don't know who will accept ourselves in worst condition...

coz, we always being tamed with too much people during happening time...

but, i do still believe that there are always people will accept me no matter what happen...

Thanks for them..here i am...

I Love you people~!

"I am not a Monster!!!"

--OnE--